Realization

How do you start these blog things off again? Do I say hello to the reader? Or do I just start writing? LOL. Well thank you for reading my blog, reader. I have reached a realization. I was thinking about my life and trying to make sense of the whole setup. Then I realize there is something great that I must do. I am going through a stage where I will do something that will change the world in a positive way. It always seems that we look at the world through the eyes of others. We celebrate their work: Shakespeare's plays, Alexander Graham Bell's telephone invention, George Washington Carver's creative ideas with peanuts, Martin Luther King Jr.'s dream (still being fulfilled), Obama's presidency, and so many others.

I am wondering what is God's will in my life. Am I suppose to find the cure to some ailment? Or am I supposed to create a reading program to save readers who struggle from the time they begin learning until they just give up? Or am I supposed to motivate my fellow women and men to go the extra mile to make a change in their lives in a positive way, therefore changing the lives of others around them?

I awoke this morning to the same scene: hot rays of sunlight creeping through the blinds, the air conditioner running, and just the atmosphere of existence around me. I threw my feet off the bed and said, I have unaccomplished dreams floating through my mind. I pushed the procrastinator off the wheel of my life, and I grabbed it. I looked aroud and smiled because at first I was like, "Is it possible to get in control of me?"

We always try to control the outside of our being because we worry about others trying to take control of the situation. The situation is me, and I was on auto-pilot. I haven't been moving though.

I had a realization today. It is time for a change. Thank God that he spoke to me and said, "Don't fear my child. You can do all things through Jesus Christ who strengthens you."

Now that is Expression of the Soul: Issue 1.