Inside...

Inside is a person that no one may ever see, if you don't believe in

yourself and shine brightly!



About Me

My photo
I am wide open, but very closed up sometimes. I enjoy the company of love ones (family, friends, companions). I like to write, read, sing, laugh, dance, and chill. I want to find the true meaning of it all. Well, life is what I mean. I am a friend to many, and I have a few friends. There is so much to me. I am not a complex puzzle of 1,003 pieces, but there is more to me than what the eye sees.

Food For Thought

If I am hurt, please do not laugh at me. If you don't and reach your hand
out to lift me up, that makes this inhumane world more humane for me. If I cry,
please don't disregard my tears. It may just be the door opener to you
getting to know your TRUE self.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

My 12 of May

Today was awesome. I wanted to share how good it was, well the lunch was not all of that. Who puts a corn dog in a sack lunch...wow. Then those jokers charged me $2.75 for that disgrace of a snack. The people surrounding me weren't always the best. God knows my attitude could have been better, but this was one of my best days out of a number of crazy ones. I woke up and I looked at the clocked and realized time tricked me once again. I thought I set the time on my alarm clock 10 minutes ahead of time, but bam! When I woke up my alarm clock said 6:30 but in actuality it was 6:40. Then I had to bum some duckets from the Mr. He was moving slow, so the situation got tense and I threw my voice. Thank God he gave me the money still. I flew out the door and the only thing on my mind was, Lord why can't I get to work during the last two weeks of school on time. I know why, because I lack the zeal to enter the hallways when I have only enjoyed 3 out of my 7 hours. WHYYYYYYYYYY!

Seriously, let's get to the GRAND part. After Field Day, the students boarded buses, cars, planes, and trains, (lol). The silence that danced in the hallway was so magical. It was to the point where if I wanted to internally scream because of my freedom, the earth would have heard me. We, my students and I, made it through a school day and I did not leave with a headache (LOL).

On top of that I enjoy joshing with the crew. No matter how different we are their is a similarity that meshes us together...don't know what it is yet...but I will let you know one day.

The cake topper was arriving at my home and all was well as the way we left it. I worked on my blog. Increasing the aesthetic qualities of it. Now I am about to hang out with the other half. Above all this day was one of my better because I am blessed to have it, and I appreciated the quality of what the day offered, not the quantity.

Why Is It Okay To Be Me


It is truly amazing to reach that level in your mind

Where you embrace the one and only me, myself, and I.

It takes some a second, minute, an hour, a year

To realize the one to truly love is so close and near.

We constantly reach outward to fill the inner self

while all along within,

We do not need anyone else.

No one else to water us

Like a flower so that we can grow

No one else to walk out with no goodbyes

What we truly need to recognize is the person we see through our eyes

Regardless of the flaws

because we know we lack imperfection

Embracing our inner self and making that connection.

Why is it truly okay to be me?

Because that is who I was destined to be.

Whether with a loud mouth, rap or song to sing, story to write,

happiness or madness to bring.

Timid attitude with nothing to say.

Loving myself each and every day.

Whether I speak up when I am wronged.

Or ignore the drama and move along.
It is okay to be me.

Whether I am frugal, or I spend what I do not have

Or my disposition is mean, or at everything funny I laugh,

It is okay to be me.

Whether I am scared of a fly or big tarantula,

or I am selfish or giving, or if I am lazy and not really living.

It is okay to be me.

What I never want to do

Is attempt, try, or become you.

I want to walk, talk, dance around like me, me, me.

Because I do not see a reflection of you in the mirror.

I see a reflection of J-a-z-z!